Tuesday, December 19, 2006 ++
Lets c. There's so many things i wanna talk bout BUT...I haf absolutely no urge to *pen* them down. Gosh. That sounds quite silly. What a contradiction from having a blog, a space to WRITE. :)
So, anyway.. Here's the latest book i read:-
A story of love, politics, heartache, revolution, having the courage to dream the impossibles and making them come true against all odds.
"It's a letter." Slam! He slapped his laptop close. With that, I couldn't resist feeling as if he succeeded in shutting himself up. From me.
What is it that he fear? Ain't we suppose to share? I'm not just a friend or someone less. I'm something more, right? I'm suppose to be able to talk to him. Not just shallow conversations. Not fear intruding in some sense. Isn't that what being part of a family is all about? Is it? Why then is there so much i do not know about him. Or her. Or them? It's like an itch i cant get rid of inside of me. I want to know them more. I want to really really know them. Understand them. Be able to comprehend what they're thinking so i won't end up annoying them outta their wits at times.Er. Ahem. All the time. ^.^
Sometimes, i just wonder, what do they think of me? An immature brat? An extra baggage?
I only wonder.. because i care. I wanna feel as if i'm part of them. I wanna be on the same wavelength.
There's times when i feel like a total stranger. No doubt, i love them. I know they love me too. Why then does this keep occuring? Don't say its due to the age gap. Nonsense. I know because i've witnessed others.
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Saturday, December 16, 2006 ++
Hey there Fellow Boos :-
I shall be steppin into yr 2007 with excitement and trepidation. Wat bout ya?
Hmm. I guess i shall leave the rattles n ramblings of new yr resolutions till later! :)
Apart from digging out a hole to hide myself in my very own paradise, tending to my puppies, i've been reading. Yes! i've finally found time to just diss other errands to read. Haven't been reading s much as i wanna since a few yrs back. I used to be a bookworm i finished book after book everyday & even attempted to read in the dark! Yes! that's also how i came to b a specty nerd since 7 ^.^ Must blame the price of books *winks*.
Oo. Did mention that i've been learning how to cook. Bought this really thick cookbook wid dishes by jamie oliver/nabu.... Mi n my beloved sis are gonna learn how to whip up sum scrumptious, irresistable meals. So juz wait n c! ;D
Besides that, i took my piano examination where i met this wonderful lady. Sat thru a 5-hour driving course where i met two sweet gurls. Weeee. Been meeting really nice ppl lately. *claps*
Up next, i will be sitting for my 'undang' test, haf 'official' driving lessons and of course read.. :D
Did i mention how much i love book fairs? I LOVE BOOK FAIRS! Books are cheap! may not be in their best states but still i get to buy bags n bags of books which are reasonably priced. *finally*! Love it ! =D All those treasures waiting for u to grab them up. *jumps up n down in joy*
Enough said.
Here's the list of books i read/ re-read since the hols...Enjoy!
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Wednesday, December 06, 2006 ++
This is gonna b an emo post so skip diz if u wanna. :)
Of all the place and time, it was still a shock to see even a glimpse of him at that very place at that very minute. A pleasant shock, that is. =) Something unexpected with a touch of bittersweet.
I noe he saw me but I couldn't help looking away. Being shy? But being shy ain't my trait. Something must hav had came over me. =)
Him wearing my fav no. did not help.
Oh. Those flashbacks. Once again, I'm reminded of his smile.*^.^*
I very well noe i'm over him. I am. Despite the fact that he is d only crush i ever had *thinks* perhaps.
Wierd, isn't it? How time flies and changes everything.
How does one noe when is a beginning? Is there an established sign telling you so?
Those memories still vivid as if freshly imprinted in my mind.
The sweet aftermath of receiving msgs from him was just like the aftermath of eating chocolates. Heartwarming yet addictive.
Talking to him makes me luff cos he's got a pretty good sense of humour.
Bumping into him leaves my heart doing double flips with huge monarchs flying in me.
If someone asked what happened, all i can say is there's no ending cos there never was a beginning. If only time can turn back. If only. I think i would have given him another answer.
*Ps. Pray pray that he doesnt come across this blog *blushes*
On another note, went to Su's today. Had fun chilling wid her. Bestie's foreverr! The kitty is so cute.
No matter what, i wan you 2 noe that i'm here for u. So dun go hugging up all ur troubles n frets :D
Prrromise?
Oo. n i'm green wid envy! i wanna go camp too ;p Haf a wikid time there. Call me wen ur back.
I also FORGIVE U FOR EATING 'ME'.*winks*
Allie's in her hometown. I miz u gurl so get ur s back here a.s.a.p. so we can hang out once again!
Feel so distant from u right now. lol. missing u like crazeeeeee.
Last but not least, HOLZ R HERE! CONGRATULATE ME EVERYONE!
WeeeeeeeeEWeeee. Had a wikid yr wid pe5! u ppl rock!
Cheerioz
~liz. 5:10 AM
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