Wednesday, November 29, 2006 ++

Oh boi. Been quite awhile since i last updated. So much happened. I even grew a tad wiser n older. :)

Celebrated my burfday,
had my AS finals etc
Shall write on bout it later.
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So this is how it's like. This is how it feels. It was nothing i anticipated. There's the mixture of anticipation, excitement and reluctance at the same time.
Moving from a house u've lived in since - forever.

I can't believe i've stayed there for more than a decade! A house which the corners u know inside out. A house where u can walk n find ur way even thou ur in stark naked darkness. A house with those tiny details u noe so well, from those lil chipped boards to those secret compartments where u hide ur secret, ur dairies n love letters. The other place besides ur heart where ur childhood memories are buried.

Then there's the room where u sleep, throw parties n eat in. The wardrobe filled with clothes and xtra pillow n blankies where u can juz hide n cry ur heart out with the doors closed, closing u away from the world for juz those precious moments allowing u to wallow in ur own sorrows/disappointments...
The rooftop outside the bedroom which u can juz climb out and sit on to watch the stars.
The master bedroom where u n ur siblings drag the huge mattress to sleep together wid pa n ma.

The kitchen where u get to indulge in ur fav food and had ur first baking lessons.
The garden where ur whole family camped out when the electricity got cut off at night.
The fence where u play those games wid ur neighbours eg. hide the pegs!

The road where u first learnt how to cycle n fell an umpteenth times.
The streets which u roam to find for stray cats/dogs just so u can beg ur family to keep em.
The park u love with those swings and tiny slopes where u spent ur days running and cycling on.
The houses which friendly owners call u in n befriend u when they see u looking at their pets longingly with that particular expression in ur eyes.
*yes. i use to cycle ard my housing area juz to play wid ppl's pupz thou i barely noe em*

The MPSJ which was just a few feet away where u can meet up with frenz to train for running events.
The friends and neighbours.

A house which u can call a home.A home with you all written over it.

And then, u move into a new house. It's classy, elaborate and beautiful. Ur room is triple the size of the old one. U have to get use to calling the old house as the ex-house. Somehow, u still need time getting use to it.

I stared at the new huge bedroom which is triple the size of the old one. Smells so fresh. Somehow, it still feels empty. Ahh. How i long for the day when the room finally turns 'me'. :)

People asked what significant changes i've been thru.
I'm just the same ol me with a diff post box.

edited: Hey. don't get me wrong! i love my new house. love it to the max. that doesnt mean i cant miss my ol house/room,right? :D I'm somoone who loves the new yet clings to the old cos i love em too. ^.^
 12:22 AM
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