Tuesday, December 19, 2006 ++

Lets c. There's so many things i wanna talk bout BUT...I haf absolutely no urge to *pen* them down. Gosh. That sounds quite silly. What a contradiction from having a blog, a space to WRITE. :)

So, anyway.. Here's the latest book i read:-


A story of love, politics, heartache, revolution, having the courage to dream the impossibles and making them come true against all odds.


"It's a letter." Slam! He slapped his laptop close. With that, I couldn't resist feeling as if he succeeded in shutting himself up. From me.
What is it that he fear? Ain't we suppose to share? I'm not just a friend or someone less. I'm something more, right? I'm suppose to be able to talk to him. Not just shallow conversations. Not fear intruding in some sense. Isn't that what being part of a family is all about? Is it? Why then is there so much i do not know about him. Or her. Or them? It's like an itch i cant get rid of inside of me. I want to know them more. I want to really really know them. Understand them. Be able to comprehend what they're thinking so i won't end up annoying them outta their wits at times.Er. Ahem. All the time. ^.^
Sometimes, i just wonder, what do they think of me? An immature brat? An extra baggage?
I only wonder.. because i care. I wanna feel as if i'm part of them. I wanna be on the same wavelength.
There's times when i feel like a total stranger. No doubt, i love them. I know they love me too. Why then does this keep occuring? Don't say its due to the age gap. Nonsense. I know because i've witnessed others.






7:58 AM
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